Exam Dilemma

Things can’t get worse than this. It’s 11 in the night and I have my mid terms exams going on. I have two papers tomorrow and Wow! This girl seems to have studied nothing, despite of the fact that the books were all strewn across and the only thing she remembers now is that all this while somewhere in the subconscious of her mind, she knew she had to study but it just didn’t happen! Instead she sits and decides that she’ll blog about her pathetic situation..lol.

This has always been the case with me. During exams, my mind suddenly starts working overtime: not for the subject which is due next day, but rather it starts churning out philosophical stuff and LO! All the poetry and thoughts start flowing out of this lil brain, when it should be rather concentrating more on all those bloody MBA theories. I guess it’s because the brain becomes proactive and blocks out what seems unnecessary to it and thinks on more practical lines…howzzat? That’s what happens when you know, you have realized it long time back that what you have yearned so long isn’t at all worth it. So the only solution left is to tolerate what seems an utter waste of time and absolutely useless to one’s mighty self!!

For a long time now (maybe from the time I joined this ‘oh-so-loved-by-all’ MBA thingy) this has been my mantra in life –THIS TOO SHALL PASS i.e. somewhere deep inside a hope, that this weird situation will soon pass leading on to something better. Maybe this is what has got me going all these months when the course I always aspired to study seemed like a total wastage of money, time and efforts. I was all hell bent on sticking on with it and torturing myself in return (yeah, a torture that it is to me!).But anyways my very purpose as THEY say of being an MBA is solved…i.e by God’s Grace I am placed!

Above all this is the last midterms of my MBA course. Have mugged up enough all this two years. So I guess its time to enjoy the remaining 2 months to the fullest. I just so wanna get over this grade stuff now which now seems so be all meaningless.

I have tried hard enough to study but finally thought of giving it up now. So after writing my state of mind a night before exam, ooohh!! I feel so relaxed now…its time to motivate my other friends not to study!

Till then adieu!

Here goes a little prayer so that I fare well in my paper tomorrow!